wanna hear about my day

school was ok but dumb at the same time because it’s tuesday. i felt really dumb all day because i made myself look dumb in front of teachers that i respect a lot. i feel like everyone is mean to me on tuesdays, i.e. i’m really sensitive to how people treat me on this day of the week more so than any other. i’m working more on this weekly mood theory so i’ll get back to you on that

i went and got gas and ran into someone weird which was very similar to a sasquatch sighting in more ways than one and then came home and “accidentally” napped for three hours ? so since about seven i’ve been doing anthropology homework that i regret putting off like, a lot. it’s really fun jamming three one-hour long lectures over important information that takes time to grasp in a small interval of time. i also have two tests tomorrow that i’m not sure i’m going to study for and scholarships to fill out and key club things to do and house to clean. i feel like one of those dead rolly pollies that you find under old furniture that you mistake for a piece of food because they’re all hard and rolled so tightly cool huh

i guess i’ve been in a better overall mood lately because i’ve been closer to my very idealized future and there are a lot of things i’m looking forward to. all of this dead weight hanging around me is going away sort of and i’m better at taking care of myself/being sure about my decisions. sorry i’m not sorry u kno

although my life is v. stagnant at the moment in ways where i want it to be moving, the parts that are moving are important and i’m finally becoming okay with that

also i can’t manage my time at all

i’m going to wash my face and study economics and not work out and watch friends until i fall asleep bye